粉丝。

To my Dear Fan.

슬퍼 하지마

Sometimes, we have to accept what has happened, has already happened.
How I wish I could lend you my time-machine. And you can utilize it to prevent the hurt that was brought upon you in the past. :( Sadly, I can't.

As a friend, all I can do is hope for your well-being:)

可是你现在可以做的就是忘了吧。
每个人都会犯错，或许他不是真的有意的？
原谅他吧，有一天他也许会后悔的。
我不知道事情的来龙去脉，所以不能解释太多。
但是你的偶像会一直在这里耐心聆听你的问题的。
知道吗？

FIGHTING!!

From Your Idol:)

Breathing is an exercise for me. :(

It hurts, I think its cramps. But then again, who has cramps on their chest. -.-




Ouuussccchhh~ D:




Listening to "Run Devil Run".
Its known as sedative. :):)

And so, the plane fell out of the sky.

Activate the time machine for me please, visitors from the skies!

I want to go back, back to where I am supposed to be.
Away from all these that is happening. :(
Call the exorcist, the monk, the nun, the bishop and the priest.
Absolve me.
For I repent.


Let the collected wisdom of the wise old man seep into me, like the watery springs of Columbia.
For I am living just so that 1 day I might die.
The land of the living is scary, even more so when hope is gone.

But I know its not too late, not too late yet.
86,400 seconds in a day.
It maybe just enough, just for me to take back what I've lost.

Slowly, I'm killing the feelings. I don't want to bring you down with me. I'll fade away while you stay up there okay, you deserve someone so much better. Friend:):)

Opposite of neat.

No stars tonight. :(

No wish making :(


Oh well~

I guess its alright. Life's just a little messy right now.
Take a small step and slowly trudge through the problems.
It will drift past me in no time. I hope :)

In the meantime. I'll just cross my fingers. :):)



Thank you Crazy Soap for stopping me from rotting today. :)

Black clouds and Watery sprouts. ):

These few days are bumpy, just like the road to salvation.
But I see rainbows ahead. *shimmers*
In bright colours of red, blue and others too.

Lets cross our fingers and close our eyes.
Ultraman would shoot Godzilla down.

Last night. After the sky donned itself in its black robe, and the gleaming sky jewels shone.
There I lay, looking up at 1, then 2, then 3. As I counted, I made the same wish for each gem.

Hoping that today would be a better day. It wasn't.

Well, I guess that only happens in fairy-tales, wishing to the stars is like talking to fishes I guess.
They would never reply, and the stars would never answer.

Major Sadzness. :(

Sometimes, I really wished the Aliens would invite me for tea up in their space ship.
I'll tell them everything, for they would take my secrets back and put it in a time machine
Maybe I'll receive their blessings, or they'll even make me King.
But for that day to come, would require more wishes to the stars.

I hate liars.
You can hit me, insult me, torture me, but never never lie to me.
Deceit is the last straw.

Mistakes.

Everyone makes mistake.

It's just how serious it is.

Of course, it also means how easily people forgive and forget them.

Let's not dwell on the past, for what is over is over. :):)

Yellows Ribbons Project supports this movement.